Realised i haven't done the blogging thing for a while but I think i'm back, especially since this thursday i got a lovely shiny new Mac book which is very wonderful.
The past week has been somewhat of an emotional rollercoaster for me. I entered a competition with MTV to win a trip to SXSW music festival in Texas and to do a bit of reporting for them. Only 12 people entered the competition so of course i was pretty convinced that i would win. I didn't.
I have wanted to go to South by South West for years, it's probably the biggest and best festival for new music in the entire world. On monday when it became apparent that i wouldn't be going i was distraught and somewhat inconsolable. I felt like ll my hopes and dreams for my entire life had come crashing down around me and and that God hated me, what can i say? i'm melodramatic.
This summer i am moving on from working for All Saints as i feel that it is time for a new phase. I have been toying with the idea of persuing work in the music industry what with living in London and my complete anti social obsessiveness with it all. I thought that winning this competeition would be a handy way of God giving me a bit of a leg up, but it wasn't meant to be.
Got me thinking that actually working in music would send me one of two ways; either i would go completely mental and become totally absorbed in it all, Jesus taking a back seat or it simply wouldn't satisfy me in any way.
On to other things then...
