Sunday, July 09, 2006

I always cry at endings

Man goodbyes are so so hard, i'm really not enjoying them at all. Today i had to say good bye to Elaine (my church pastor and mentor for the past four years). As i hugged her i just started welling up, so embarassing! I wasn't expecting that at all. Everything really is becoming so real its beginning to scare me. Elaine said not to let my pride stop me from pulling away from everything if it doesn't work out. that is such a valuable piece of advice. Got me thinking that perhaps everything wont work out, only one ay of finding out though...





I also had to say goodbye to this ^ beautiful girl today. Me and Kate have been so close since first year, she was the first person i met when i moved in and we have been friends ever since. She's seen me at my best and my worst and i'm going to miss her so much. This is so hard.

He is my rock and my fortress.

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