from an email...

An excert from an email to a friend I love very much;

What I can say is that for the first time in a long time I am really happy and know for a fact that God has good things for me and that I want to share the gospel because its amazing and for no other reason. I also know that HE is the only one with strength and HE is the only one that can do it. That's not just something i'm saying but it's something I'm really beginning to believe. my God is able and that's not just a song or a nice idea - its the truth.

There's alot more to be done, i'm not even dreaming at the moment, i'm just falling deeper in to him and its not intense or stressful or because I feel I need to or should its because he's caught me up in His love all over again and is reminding me what my whole life is about, HIM. Not about dreams, visions , missions or passions its simply a love story. I dont have to do anything. My worth is found in the fact He loves me and nothing more, not in changing the world, not in changing Peckham not even in praying but just letting myself be loved and falling in love with Him all over again.

I'm getting there...