I go back to England in less than three weeks, time out here really has gone so quickly. I have alot of decisions to make when i get back, not good for a girl who is getting increasingly indecisive in her old age. Please can you pray for me that I will hear God in it all and wont get too caught up with my own head and thoughts. His ways are so much greater than mine but sometimes, well alot of the time, i get tricked in to thinking that actually i know alot better.
I'm learning to reclaim my dreams of old at the moment but its actually quite hard as i have become used to living a mediocre life. One in which I have settled into a certain way of living, a certain way of doing things and for settling for so much less than Gods best for my life. So I'm re- thinking and re-shuffleling and trying to work out what it may look like back home. Oyt here life is SO great and in perspective but i realise its only temporary. Literally my whole life has been thrown up in to the air and i dont know if i have to wait to see where it will land or whether i need to direct it. I only hope that if I direct it God will help it end up where its supposed to be. I just dont know what to do at the moment. I always knew this point would come though.
So in the near future the guardian job site and the UCAS website beckon, more than that I dont know at the moment but these decisions could change it all. I wanna be faithful and not run away just becuase i'm scared things may hurt. I know that God is so much bigger than that. Sorry if this all a bit rambly and cryptic but its not sorted in my head yet. Maybe when it is i can be more eloquent. Please pray for me.
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