ever had a teenage week? that's how i'm feeling this week. i'm so tired that all of my emotions have been over exagerated to the extent of feeling forteen again, man it was hard work and its hard work for all those having to come into contact wit me. My mouth feels old, i'm not entirely sure what an old mouth is but this week i definately have one, and my eyes almost sting from the weight of having to hold them open.
Things that usually wouldn't bother me have been bringing me close to tears. I know that things had got to a really bad place when i found myself crying while watching that ridiculous wedding scene in love actually. I shouldn't have been watching love actually in the first place. I hate that film, it's manipulative, over sentimental rubbish, but there i was on wednesday nighty sniffleling at the wedding scene. I would like to point out that my sniffleling was becuase i thought it was really beautiful not because i was feeling sorry for myself. It was definately time for bed at that point.
I will get my rest, it is greatly needed and i'm looking forward to it. I got some yesteday afternoon watching adam and joe and then falling asleep on the sofa with sarah and sal, under sarah's duvet, it was nice.
Incidentally the first serise of Adam and Joe has really dated. Amazing 90s hair cuts and checked shirts - which didn't really help in the whole not trying to feel forteen again thing. Also for much of this week i have been wearing my christmas jumper which is a snowflake jumper i bought from gap when i was in year eight. It's 10 years old - brilliant.
sorry dont really know where this post is going,its just some sleepy ramblings from inside my head that i thought i would bless the internet with, you lucky lucky people. sorry.
stop.
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